Put me in coach!

Well, yet another day in Maryland and it's really nice outside! I have to work today but, it's all good in the Reisterstown hood. I work at MARS grocery store if you didn't know and I love it for the most part, but I know God will move me on soon. I don't know where God is moving me but, I have a direction. I know that God has put me here in the world to help women and to teach children. I just light up when I know I can help a women or teach a child something knew. I also want to write and know that somewhere out there is a person who will one day read it and publish it. I have many dreams and goals that one day I hope to reach and I know that the only way to reach them is to give all I have to God. He is the one that put them there in the first place right, so I say why not. I think it's time to stand up and fight for our dreams and goals! To long I have sat on the side lines thinking should I go in or should I stay right here where it's "safe"? Well, I am now jumping up and down shouting at the top of my lungs "PUT ME IN COACH!!!!" Like now, I am embarking on my second week of weight loss. It is hard but, I choose to stand here and fight. No more will I let my stomach say "Beth, you know you want all that good tasting junk that makes you sick." I say NO MORE to feeling like dying and hating myself for every stupid thing I do. I have loss 10 LBS so far and will make it to my goal and my dreams. So I leave you today with this question. Will you join me in fighting for your goals and living for your dreams that God has put on your heart?

God is helping me

Well, just recently I started going to a place called Physician's weight loss center and I have been at the diet for a week and have loss 7 pounds yessssss! I feel great and I know God is helping me. I will keep you all posted.

Okay, I am overweight. I know this and I don't want to be anymore. It's just all weekend I heard nothing but, you need to lose weight. You see I am civil war reenactor and I want to embark on doing WWII reenacting and I can't right now cause I am 300 something pounds. Yes I said it and I am 300 something pounds and not happy. I love Jesus and Jesus came to set me free and it is time to BE FREE!!! I need anyone's help with what food to eat and encouragement. I want to do the things that God put me here for and its TIME TO BE FREE!!!!! If you do help me though please don't give up on me. I have to many people who have given up on me, including myself. Pleases support me on this journey! Who's with me on this journey to FREEDOM?

Long Time

Wow, its been forever since I was here. What can I say life happens and you don't have the time to tell the world how busy you are. God has been putting me through the ringer as of late. I feel as if he turned and said to the devil "Have you considered my servent Beth?" I know he is trying to teach me a lot but, I've been to stubborn to say "Hey God you know, your right and I'm wrong." I hate this pride and I hate this selfishness. I would love it if I could wake-up tomorrow and eveything be right but, then what would I have learned? I tell you NOTHING, that's what and that's not the life I want to tell my future kids about. Hey, for all you out there reading this, just do what God ask of you and you won't get hurt. He will ALWAYS know more then us and that I find is a great thing. Think about it for a while, if you knew when you or someone you love was going to die would you make the right choice and accept that it was time or would you try to save them? Life is a great thing and you could make it a lot easier if you just let go and let God do what he needs to do in your life and if you do that he can use you more. I want him to use me more and that's why I am trying to not use the word try. God started to talk to me about that word and what it means. It means to make an attempt to do or accomplish (Webster's). Now, I don't know about you but, I don't just want to ATTEMPT to do or accomplish what God is telling me, I WANT and NEED to accomplish what God is telling me. So nexted time you feel God telling you to do something you don't want to do, think about it before you say "God, I'll TRY." then see what happens in your life. God wants to use us, all we have to do instead of trying is SURRENDER. Surrender ALL to him, jump into his arms and there we will be safe my friends. I know what I am saying is hard to do because I am struggling with it myself but, God would never ask us to surrender our lives to Him if it wasn't going to help us. John 10:10 says that Jesus came so that we could have life and have it to it's fullest. The only way I know to have life to it's fullest is to give it to Jesus because he LOVES us. I hope you all the best and until I write again I am forever a writer4christ.

Well, this is my frist time ever doing a blog! I am excited to get started and I have to thank my friend Kayla for telling me about this site, you rock girl! Anywho, I hope that I can finish this without correcting it to much. Here's something funny that not to many people know about me. I am a writer and I love to write. Funny part is I have horrible spelling, grammer and punctuation. LOL funny but sad, I should have paid more attention in English class. I was to worried about boys and stuff I didn't need to be thinking about. For just one day I wish I could go back and change some of my decisions but, I know I can't and have to live with them. That's the beauty of being a christian, Jesus comes into your life and gives you those second, third and how ever many chances you need. I personally needed more then 100 chances cause I'm thick headed and never really gave him a chance. I never listened to him, I would just say "k Lord I did some bad stuff or oh I said those bad words again wash me clean!" Then I would get up and go do the same thing over and over again! Never take his mercy for granted cause he didn't die so you could say sorry and them go on and live your life. Easter is sunday, if you haven't said your sorry in a long time or ever try it. He's waiting for you.