Long Time

Wow, its been forever since I was here. What can I say life happens and you don't have the time to tell the world how busy you are. God has been putting me through the ringer as of late. I feel as if he turned and said to the devil "Have you considered my servent Beth?" I know he is trying to teach me a lot but, I've been to stubborn to say "Hey God you know, your right and I'm wrong." I hate this pride and I hate this selfishness. I would love it if I could wake-up tomorrow and eveything be right but, then what would I have learned? I tell you NOTHING, that's what and that's not the life I want to tell my future kids about. Hey, for all you out there reading this, just do what God ask of you and you won't get hurt. He will ALWAYS know more then us and that I find is a great thing. Think about it for a while, if you knew when you or someone you love was going to die would you make the right choice and accept that it was time or would you try to save them? Life is a great thing and you could make it a lot easier if you just let go and let God do what he needs to do in your life and if you do that he can use you more. I want him to use me more and that's why I am trying to not use the word try. God started to talk to me about that word and what it means. It means to make an attempt to do or accomplish (Webster's). Now, I don't know about you but, I don't just want to ATTEMPT to do or accomplish what God is telling me, I WANT and NEED to accomplish what God is telling me. So nexted time you feel God telling you to do something you don't want to do, think about it before you say "God, I'll TRY." then see what happens in your life. God wants to use us, all we have to do instead of trying is SURRENDER. Surrender ALL to him, jump into his arms and there we will be safe my friends. I know what I am saying is hard to do because I am struggling with it myself but, God would never ask us to surrender our lives to Him if it wasn't going to help us. John 10:10 says that Jesus came so that we could have life and have it to it's fullest. The only way I know to have life to it's fullest is to give it to Jesus because he LOVES us. I hope you all the best and until I write again I am forever a writer4christ.